Insomniac
𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
- May 21, 2021
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who have an air of superiority and are disrespectful towards the middle child/older sibling. they don't even realise that they are only getting the best of the parents because the older sibling served as guinea pigs.
Sometimes I'm filled with so much resentment and disgust towards my younger sister (I'm 11years older than her). She litteraly wouldn't be anything without me and that retarded brat has has no idea how much of a pillar I'm to her.
She thinks she is so much better than me because my mom is spending more time and money on her education and emotional needs. She also has plenty of friends while I have no one.
I am not jealous obviously because only I and my parents know what price I had to pay for her to have a better life than me. I wanted to protect her too.
But sometimes I'm filled with genuine hatred at her contempt and arrogance towards me, her elder sister who she perceives as a failure only existing as a shield for her.
Sometimes I'm filled with so much resentment and disgust towards my younger sister (I'm 11years older than her). She litteraly wouldn't be anything without me and that retarded brat has has no idea how much of a pillar I'm to her.
She thinks she is so much better than me because my mom is spending more time and money on her education and emotional needs. She also has plenty of friends while I have no one.
I am not jealous obviously because only I and my parents know what price I had to pay for her to have a better life than me. I wanted to protect her too.
But sometimes I'm filled with genuine hatred at her contempt and arrogance towards me, her elder sister who she perceives as a failure only existing as a shield for her.
