And now we wait...

[ninthhokage]

So, I was finally able to order SN a couple of days ago. I guess I was a bit skeptical of the overseas sources, which made me hesitant to place the order (I'm located in Canada). I was really trying to see whether there were any US-based companies that could ship it to me, but I could not find any. Definitely jealous of those that could order it off Amazon in the US, lol.

Now it comes down to waiting for it to arrive. I really wish I ordered it sooner, since I feel really shitty about CTB so close to the Christmas/New Year holidays. I had a bit of a breakdown today after I thought about how my passing would affect my family and friends.

Guess I'm hoping the SN arrives sooner, rather than later. Sorry for the boring post, but I needed to get that out.

 

[Ark]

Nothing wrong with needing to vent sometimes. Congrats on finding a way to get what you want.

 

[ninthhokage]

Nothing wrong with needing to vent sometimes. Congrats on finding a way to get what you want.

thank you

 

[Time]

I hear ya. And your post wasn't boring at all. I'm reminded of how grateful I should be that I was able to get my stuff relatively quick if @ all! But I'm glad that you're on your way to your goal.,

I really wish I ordered it sooner, since I feel really shitty about CTB so close to the Christmas/New Year holidays. I had a bit of a breakdown today after I thought about how my passing would affect my family and friends.

Same here. I think about my original timeline & that I would've beat the holiday season! But I try to remember that, despite wanting to leave asap, I just didn't know too much about ctb, SN, or SS back then. So it definitely sucks that I now have to wait AT LEAST ANOTHER week or so (worse case scenario, shortly after New Years ) but at least I now feel confident that I have the method for me that will get me on that bus!

Better late than never, I guess.

 

[ninthhokage]

Same here. I think about my original timeline & that I would've beat the holiday season! But I try to remember that, despite wanting to leave asap, I just didn't know too much about ctb, SN, or SS back then. So it definitely sucks that I now have to wait AT LEAST ANOTHER week or so (worse case scenario, shortly after New Years ) but at least I now feel confident that I have the method for me that will get me on that bus!

Better late than never, I guess.

This! I feel the exact same way: wanting to go asap, but forced to wait. I'm really glad you're able to feel confident about your method. Thank you for your kind words