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TrailerTrash

TrailerTrash

Just Passing Through
Oct 10, 2019
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Finally got the Zofran anti-emetic prescription today and it's hard to describe the many thoughts/feelings while looking at the bottle along with my SN and Xanex. It's a strange combination of relief, sense of control, sadness for years of work that never made life better no matter what I tried, anger at people, ashamed of my failures, pain/exhaustion from declining health issues, and very tired of everything ...... just really tired. Planning my date - only a few more personal matters need attention to ensure those left behind have little to do but cremate and chuck my ashes in the garbage, which is a fitting end. So glad it's almost over. Thanks to everyone for all the help and support.
 
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