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I want to die

I want to die

I'm dead inside
Apr 28, 2019
15
I can't help but feel like a big failure whenever I fail a suicide attempt.


Am I the only one or are you happy that you didn't succeed ?



No need for details, just general feeling :)
 
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DepressionsAHo

DepressionsAHo

Heaven gained a new ho
Feb 15, 2019
831
Disappointment and confusion
I can't figure out partial so I'm not doing it. I haven't tried in a long time though cause I'm not actively suicidal at the moment. Waiting for the "know" to come over me so I can get on outta here
 
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CelestialSky

Member
May 25, 2019
70
Yes, I feel like I'm too cowardly to live & too cowardly to die, so definitely feel like a failure when it doesn't work or the SI slicks in.
 
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