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SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

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Nov 2, 2025
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Chasing whiskey with a nice blackberry wine alone at 4am for Christmas have a great day guys I clearly don't deserve to clearly. People just step all over me for some reason so over the fakeness. Much love I appreciate you guys that show more love than family✌️
 
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niki wonoto

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Oct 10, 2019
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It's 25th December here in Indonesia. It's raining outside (no snow!). And I'm just 'home alone' here. I've decided to (literally!) watch Home Alone 1 & 2 tonight just by myself
 
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SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
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It's 25th December here in Indonesia. It's raining outside (no snow!). And I'm just 'home alone' here. I've decided to (literally!) watch Home Alone 1 & 2 tonight just by myself
Enjoy yourself make the best of your day friend those are great movie choices loved them growing up it's been raining here as well and sometimes snow the east coast of America likes to do that hah.
 
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Hime

Hime

nyaaa~
Nov 24, 2025
76
Sending hugs!!! I try to tell myself that many other people are also spending Christmas alone, so I'm not alone in being alone! I'm not sure if that makes sense, but it reassures me, at least hehe.

I'll drink a cold one for you~
 
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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
71
Alone in my bed too, at my parents' house.
No calls, no plans.

It doesn't bother me. Waiting for the days to pass for CTBing. That's what's annoying.
 
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SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
68
Alone in my bed too, at my parents' house.
No calls, no plans.

It doesn't bother me. Waiting for the days to pass for CTBing. That's what's annoying.
I can relate more than you know make the best of it friend it's a bittersweet time of year
 
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kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
71
I can relate more than you know make the best of it friend it's a bittersweet time of year
It's also my bday next week... I hope noone comes to visit.
When I was younger my bday was an opportunity for a meetup for our extended family since it was in the holiday season. So there would be 20-30 ppl in the house. Luckily now that I'm older it's not the case.
 
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n0rth3rnSh0gun

n0rth3rnSh0gun

Member
Nov 26, 2025
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Mom passed last month so this is the first Xmas in a decade where in the house is just me & my dogs this morning. Feels weird. If you're still here later this evening, I'll drink a rum & coke with ya.
 
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SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
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Mom passed last month so this is the first Xmas in a decade where in the house is just me & my dogs this morning. Feels weird. If you're still here later this evening, I'll drink a rum & coke with ya.
I hope you had a great day man I slept most of the day didn't see ya message until now. I would have done a shot with ya! Im sorry to hear about that bud I have had similar moments missing my Gram cause she basically raised me definitely a silence in that house. Family hasnt been the same since. Cheers mate
It's also my bday next week... I hope noone comes to visit.
When I was younger my bday was an opportunity for a meetup for our extended family since it was in the holiday season. So there would be 20-30 ppl in the house. Luckily now that I'm older it's not the case.
I spent the last couple birthdays complete alone at least 3. Oh wow you are lucky to have that many people showing up to celebrate I never had that since I was really young. I wouldn't like it at my age honestly spend most of them alone. Hope your Christmas was great bud. Cheers!
 
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ABadPerson

something’s off | internet black goop
Oct 24, 2025
101
I spent vast majority of today asleep, I usually have a problem in the opposite direction yet my eyes were so heavy I couldn't stay awake this occasion; I guess it was comforting with all the pain I was experiencing in eve.

Merry Christmas to you all!
 
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n0rth3rnSh0gun

n0rth3rnSh0gun

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Nov 26, 2025
14
3 sheets to the wind here... 🍻
 
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