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ningaman151

Experienced
Jul 28, 2018
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Hey all,

Not sure if anyone remembers but I've made a post like this a few months back.

I've been in hospital for like 11 months so far. I had a week of home leave, where I attempted ctb by bridge jumping. I spent 2 of the 11 months in a psychiatric ward and the next 9 in general hospitals. I am under a mental health care section; I am detained in hospital.

I still want to ctb, and my time is passing in agony. Physical pains and paranoid schizophrenia make life a real challenge.

I guess that's all I wanted to vent about, that KS for reading.
 
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Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

Enlightened
Jan 4, 2020
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Thank you for letting us know how you are and what has been happening. Its good to share/vent as even if it doesn't alter our situation we at least know someone is listening and understanding.
 
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Darkbrett

Darkbrett

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Dec 30, 2019
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I'm sorry for what you're going through ❤
 
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