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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
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Stupidity.

Stupidity.

Living in a bad world.

Refusal to accept things.

Lack of meaningful assistance or help in life.

Bad times that never improved and created a monster. It created mental breakdowns, it created a mental illness so disturbing that it is difficult to function or survive on a day to day basis due to the trauma.

Now that time has passed. It was compound trauma that became the overload on my shoulders.

I am so fucked up inside and out. Nothing ever gets better. I regret my whole life, I regret every day and I cannot find reasonable hope in the foreseeable future.

/end for now.
 
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