LastAcrobat
So Long and Thanks for all the Fish
- Nov 7, 2025
- 56
My biggest fear/concern when it comes to, finishing it all as I have put it to myself, is my family. For some weird reason they have this stubborn attachment to me, why I cannot tell. I do not want them to hurt when I leave, hell if anything I want them to be happy. Already years ago I made the express choice to go to a university as far away as I can get (while staying domestic) to somewhat remove myself from their life. Now as the date of peace grows ever closer I have begun, over the past year or so, begun to try to sew a divide so they are at least less upset when my pain ends.
This honestly hasn't been hard, my parents at least are pretty hard right, and the rest of my family is too, so just saying some random political nonsense that I honestly don't care much about personally has been able to create that divide. Today the fruits of my labor are starting to show themselves, they finally admit they "may not be able to care for me if I continue to say these things." What sounds like a threat to them is music to my ears.
Not sure if this will help any others, it's not common that people still have family that care about them, but hey, even if it helps someone here that would be good enough.
TL;DR: I got my family to hopefully no longer care when I go on.
This honestly hasn't been hard, my parents at least are pretty hard right, and the rest of my family is too, so just saying some random political nonsense that I honestly don't care much about personally has been able to create that divide. Today the fruits of my labor are starting to show themselves, they finally admit they "may not be able to care for me if I continue to say these things." What sounds like a threat to them is music to my ears.
Not sure if this will help any others, it's not common that people still have family that care about them, but hey, even if it helps someone here that would be good enough.
TL;DR: I got my family to hopefully no longer care when I go on.
