Alcohol abuse is ghe only thing that makes me happy

[jimmyinnout]

After a long day of "work" I cannot resist the urge to buy alcohol. I drink 2 cans of strong "beer" (7%) on an average day, and a wine bottle or higher on a friday/weekend. I dont feel good when I drink but I atleast feel better than I do "sober". Worst yet my father died of alcoholism. I dont want to did ugly like he died. He died old, bald, and fat. I want to die young and handsome. currently, I dont have the money for any alcohol (cents in my bank) but: once i get psid, i want to drink a 750 ml bottle and just be "free" in what we call humanity.

 

[TheMountainTreeEgg]

The only thing that makes me happy is skating, if didn't pick up skating I would have CTB a long time ago, and even now I still want to CTB.

 

[jimmyinnout]

The only thing that makes me happy is skating, if didn't pick up skating I would have CTB a long time ago, and even now I still want to CTB.

I think a physical activity can never be wrong. It's just difficult to force yourself to do it daily, even if you're "happy" - but im glaad you have something enjoyable.