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bumoshi

bumoshi

じさつ
May 20, 2020
27
hello, I'm here again :), I cut myself again like 30 minutes ago listening to rape me, nirvana obviously, and now I can't stop crying, I'm officially quitting school, I started smoking again.
I'm trying to get into an FP (professional formation here in spain) but I know I'm gonna fuck everything again and it hurts.
my dad is always angry at me, I can't leave because I have no money.
I miss my mum, I want to be with her right know.
I feel so empty, everything seems so unreal, I don't know if I really alive or not, I guess yes?
well bye for now <3
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Remember that you always have friends here willing to listen to you.

I'm sorry for the loss of your mum.
 
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