lainsito
Lain
- Nov 14, 2025
- 26
I am addicted to couple of things that I am a shame off. Self harm had bring a problem to me since years, i've been sober for one month, since my mother found out about that I want to do it again but I don't want to hurt her anymore. I just can't think that I will be clean for the rest of my life, at least once I need to break my streak.
Since months I had this thoughts of start smoking, drinking and doing drugs. I don't want to, but I want to forget all at least a couple of time; I know the risks and how can it affect my health, but I still fight the urge of doing it.
Another reason why I don't want to is that I am afraid of my parents finding out, they would be already disappointed of me more than they already are.
Since months I had this thoughts of start smoking, drinking and doing drugs. I don't want to, but I want to forget all at least a couple of time; I know the risks and how can it affect my health, but I still fight the urge of doing it.
Another reason why I don't want to is that I am afraid of my parents finding out, they would be already disappointed of me more than they already are.
