MisterOGBongWater
Student
- Aug 30, 2023
- 143
i can blind mysllf with love, witnh bullshit lies, i can distract myself with alcohol all day. im tired. im just tire.d.. gun in my mouth theres no way out. im tired. im tired. im really just tired
Man I know how you feel
I'm sorry you're going through it
I don't have any fancy words. You probably heard all the "talk to someone" advice
Some of the best advice I've heard is simply this
"You can always do it tommorow"
It sounds like something inside you still want to maybe see if things have a chance of getting better
There's nothing stopping you from doing it later on.
But it's all up to you
I pray things will get better for you
I'm sorry you're going through it
I don't have any fancy words. You probably heard all the "talk to someone" advice
Some of the best advice I've heard is simply this
"You can always do it tommorow"
It sounds like something inside you still want to maybe see if things have a chance of getting better
There's nothing stopping you from doing it later on.
But it's all up to you
I pray things will get better for you
sos
Specialist
- Jul 22, 2024
- 309
so are you accepting that your life is that way or are you accepting that catching the bus is your only path right now
MisterOGBongWater
Student
- Aug 30, 2023
- 143
ive been telling myself im in no rush for years now, its a lie. i need to rush. time isnt doing me any favors im tired of drinking im tired of it i am empty i am soulless
ive accepted that any period of time i spend lying to myslef that i dont have to kill myslef is nothing more than that. lying,. suicide will be the end of me, and im rlly tired of waiting. no time will ever feel just right eniugh to do it. i need to get fuckingwasted and get it over with
i make enough to buy a shotgun on a whim what the fuck am i waiting for? im so stupid. im so fucking naive
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sos
Specialist
- Jul 22, 2024
- 309
it isn't as easy as getting wasted and getting it over with
maybe there's no need to kill yourself, maybe there is
