Venting Abusive family gets life insurance money after I die

[Obliviate]

So I am struggling to find a stable full time work from home job. I DO NOT WANT TO WORK. Any passion I had has been eradicated. I have an awesome bachelors degree in science. Wanted to go to medical school(WHAT A JOKE) Learned that I actually want humans to die instead. I want to work with Animals but can't drive. The only somewhat job I would be ok with is animals. Unless you are a vet you get paid poverty wages. I do not want to be a slave to make minimum wage and barely afford to live. I also do not want a job where you get degraded and abused and that's every job. My biggest fear is homelessness.

If I die my family gets $100K. I hate my family they are trash. I only live for my cats but I genuinely don't think I can do that anymore because I can't make money to support them. My plan was I work for a bit to save money for the cats then CTB. But I guess I should CTB now so there is 100K in line. My family as awful as they are, like the cats. Not more than me though. I even thought I should CTB after my cats pass but what's the point if I can't support them?

That's all I was created for I guess, an Insurance check.

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה,

Some of us might only have been created for this; take it up with the Creator of all things, I guess.

 

[Obliviate]

ב''ה,

Some of us might only have been created for this; take it up with the Creator of all things, I guess.

If there is a creator. Yeah that is what I was created for I guess, an insurance check.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Mmm... Ravi (1.5 year old male cat) is a source of joy to me

If you want to, Call the insurance company and tell them that you don't want to be on the policy, maybe even tell them to investigate your death closely, so they will be forced to slow down money transfers if they can't cancel it.