mallows
"Let's go back... to our true reality."
- Dec 18, 2023
- 39
I've found myself distancing myself from everything a lot more lately. More than I ever have, even before my previous attempts. I've been skipping work, not going to family events, not seeing anyone other than my housemates ( who knock on my door every few hours to pester me about something new. Whether it be rent ( which I couldn't make even if I DID go to work ) or coming out of my room, or something like that. ) I've been occupying myself by playing Fortnite and PKM Vio. Nothing else really makes me happy anymore.
I've made a new friend recently, though. I think he's the one who helped me feel numb about everything. We had a conversation about CTB and how if that's what someone wants to do you can't change their mind, and it was refreshing meeting someone who shares my views on the subject. I didn't tell him that I was planning anything, though. We've been on the phone for about 36 hours now, I think? We fell asleep with the call running. It's nice to have company.
I've made a new friend recently, though. I think he's the one who helped me feel numb about everything. We had a conversation about CTB and how if that's what someone wants to do you can't change their mind, and it was refreshing meeting someone who shares my views on the subject. I didn't tell him that I was planning anything, though. We've been on the phone for about 36 hours now, I think? We fell asleep with the call running. It's nice to have company.
