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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
506
I like to write, and I've come up with several stories that I've drafted which remain rotting on my Google Drive. I even have some fanfics on AO3 that are incomplete. If I CTB, they'll never be finished

I don't know how to feel about this
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
236
I once wrote the story about time traveling (?) in some local community, but its remained unfinished and I don't save it anywhere. It basically lost media now.

At the age of 12, I wrote another short story about visiting a alternative universe and I still have it on my pc.

Now I want to start another story to leave something behind, but I don't have but I feel like there is no strength. And if I die I never be able to start doing it at all. I also don't know how to feel about it.
 
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Chocomel

Chocomel

Chocolate Milk
Jan 13, 2024
98
As a fellow writer, what I feel about this is that it doesn't really matter that much, at least it is for me. I feel fulfilled enough to write, even though I don't finish it, it is still my piece of work.
 
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liquid jen

Blind painting, my body's a disease
Sep 9, 2025
82
Past 2-3 months I've been really committed to finally finishing up my writings and general creative works. I assume it's probably because I'm looking at my death as a real thing that could be soon. Don't wanna leave them unfinished, and its really bummed me out how many things I've started/or planned, but rarely finished. Finally being productive in a way feels really nice.
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
506
better not be any of the fics im following or i will dig you up and resurrect you so you can finish them
Dw bro it's all either Lego Monkie Kid or My Hero Academia; I'm sure you're safe from my gigacringe ray from my middle to high school years
 
canoekit

canoekit

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Jan 9, 2026
23
As my CtB date comes up, I understand what you are feeling. There are a few drafts, as well as active fanfics I have on my AO3 profile. Although I wish I had the motivation and will to finish them, I feel somewhat sad that I'll never be able to. Simultaneously, I simply hope that the writing I have posted publicly will continue to be appreciated by others. It feels like the only thing I can hope for at this moment.
 
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