Story A tough battle against the SI

[singularity3]

Well, my situation is simple: I will have a favorable option these days for CTB, I have drowning and hanging. In both cases, no one will find me for at least 48 hours (enough time). In the event that I resort to full suspension, no one will be able to see or locate me, the height and support will be good, the rope supports my weight and that's enough. I'm not some idiot teenager. I am almost 32 years old and have a painful chronic illness that has me locked up in my own body. I only intend to get rid of my heavy meat. If I had a gun or nembutal I would have already done it about 2 years ago but that's not the case. In short, I have the perfect opportunity with infallible methods and I want to do it, but I am terrified of the time that my body is fighting by itself to survive. It's an opportunity I'll rarely get. In addition to being very far (very) from a hospital. I'm going crazy just thinking about if will I dare or not...

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it to be so inhumane how suicide is purposely made so difficult in this world, it's certainly is like the survival instinct exists just to prolong suffering.