plast1c_sk1n
✘ no longer human ✘
- Jul 4, 2024
- 19
I'm think I'm objectively on the attractive side.
And yet I've only ever dated one person.
When I was younger (middle school age) I got asked out more often (maybe around 5 times? although I turned them all down because I wasn't interested). But after starting highschool I stopped receiving confessions from classmates (except for 1 person, that was the 1 person I dated)
I wondered if maybe I somehow got uglier.
But I think what actually happened was that I haven't physically aged at all.
So when I was in middle school I looked my age and was attractive to people my age.
But now that I'm 19, I still look like a middle schooler so people my age are no longer attracted to me.
Ah but I've never stopped receiving attention from old men on the internet. A wonderful horrible form of validation. I wonder if the old men like me because I look so young.
Funny how that works. People my age aren't interested because I look too young but people even older are infatuated.
I try to tell myself I don't receive confessions because people are too scared. But actually it seems it's likely because I look 12 years old.
Or maybe I'm just actually ugly after all, who knows
And yet I've only ever dated one person.
When I was younger (middle school age) I got asked out more often (maybe around 5 times? although I turned them all down because I wasn't interested). But after starting highschool I stopped receiving confessions from classmates (except for 1 person, that was the 1 person I dated)
I wondered if maybe I somehow got uglier.
But I think what actually happened was that I haven't physically aged at all.
So when I was in middle school I looked my age and was attractive to people my age.
But now that I'm 19, I still look like a middle schooler so people my age are no longer attracted to me.
Ah but I've never stopped receiving attention from old men on the internet. A wonderful horrible form of validation. I wonder if the old men like me because I look so young.
Funny how that works. People my age aren't interested because I look too young but people even older are infatuated.
I try to tell myself I don't receive confessions because people are too scared. But actually it seems it's likely because I look 12 years old.
Or maybe I'm just actually ugly after all, who knows
