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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
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From actress and singer Judy Garland: "I tried my damnedest to believe in the rainbow that I tried to get over, and I couldn't. So what. Lots of people can't."

I feel that to my core. I feel that so much. I'm feeling it right now. I'm sinking further and further into despair all the time. I was not a child actress and what I went through can't compare to her, but goddamn I'm trying so hard to hold on and find joy and I always fail to do so.
 
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From actress and singer Judy Garland: "I tried my damnedest to believe in the rainbow that I tried to get over, and I couldn't. So what. Lots of people can't."

I feel that to my core. I feel that so much. I'm feeling it right now. I'm sinking further and further into despair all the time. I was not a child actress and what I went through can't compare to her, but goddamn I'm trying so hard to hold on and find joy and I always fail to do so.
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