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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
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I'm currently in the psych ward (again) >w< so I'm just kind of theory-crafting trying to figure out what protocol would work well for me once I finally get my hands on sodium nitrite T-T I'm a schizo so I take Olanzapine, and I've read that that's a substitute for an antiemetic. I haven't bought any antacid yet, but you can just go into the pharmacy and buy them, so that's not a big stress factor. Really, now it's just about getting my hands on my sodium nitrite and fucking killing myself :3

But yeah, I just want to get some feedback, I'm trying for something lazy and not a big 48-hour protocol.

-8 HoursMinimum time to start fast for solids
-2.5 HoursTake a handful of my remaining Oxazepam
-2.5 HoursTake 10mg Olanzapine
-2 HoursMinimum time to start fast for liquids
-1 HourTake 600mg of Ibuprofen
-30 MinTake double dose of what is recommended on the label of the antacid. (have yet to source)
-00:00Drink 25g SN in 50mL of water
(drink backup cup of 25g SN in 50mL of water if I vommit)

After SN: send goodbyes
Then rest in bed and lose consciousness.
Komm, süsser tod…
 
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