Venting A lonely piece of shit .

[Eternal Disaster]

This loneliness is just suffocating me. I still have 2-3 months to CTB and this fucking loneliness is just making me miserable. I fucking want to talk man. I wish I had some kind of superpower to contact with the dead , then I would have talked to my mom. This *** man who is my dad cannot stop his mental torture for a moment. You cannot talk to me so just stop increasing this shit. But no you see me as nothing but trash.

Those so called friends of mine who are having a good life don't even understand me, so what's the point of talking.

Why the fuck am I like this? I don't even have a single person for me. I just want to numb myself. This silence is killing me. I just fucking want to talk. I don't have the courage to SH and i have nothing to numb myself. My head is blowing up. I just want to talk. I want someone to understand me. Fuck i don't even have someone who will genuinely miss me when I am dead. I am nothing but a defected piece who was cursed the moment she was born.

 

[Saponification]

I can relate to the loneliness, shit makes existing all the more unbearable. DMs are open if you're interested.

 

[white_car]

I can do nothing, and I'm on the other side of the world. So this is just a word to say I feel for you. Hugs.

 

[Nightfoot]

Loneliness seems to have a way of coloring everything. I hope you can find some relief.