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HereUntilApril

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Jan 26, 2025
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Ever since I was a kid, I felt like life wasn't really meant for me. I have this keloid on my ear that I've had since I was little. I don't even know how I got it but it has ruined my self confidence. I've tried removing it but I feel like I have made it look worse and it has become more itchy and painful. It's to the point where I'm afraid to cut my hair. I feel like my genetics have failed me because of this. I've also went through several losses in data. I used to be into content creation until I went through a system crash a couple of years ago that made me have to factory reset making me lose a lot of what I've worked on. There's been other instances of data loss before that but that one was one of the worst instances I've ever went through. Honestly, I'm just tired of it all and I'm glad it's all going to be over soon.
 
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Welcome to the form, i also wish to be at peace soon. I hope you find this site useful and that at the end you can find the peace you've been searching for.
 
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I also see myself as not meant for this existence and I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 

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