5karlet
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- Feb 13, 2024
- 76
this year has flown by surprisingly quick. it's already july and i wanna say it doesn't feel like it but it kinda does. this year has had its ups and downs. i started working again, my job is really easy and i only work 4 days a week so i kinda like it. and really the only thing keeping me going is drugs. like my pill plug barely has anything in anymore and it's driving me crazy. like what's the point of working and living if i can't do drugs. but i was at my moms house the other day and under her pillow was like 100 pills (oxycodone) not even exaggerating. so obviously i snagged a few. i feel like over the past year ive come pretty far from where i was. i went from wanting to end it all, to being content with life. still wanna move out of my dads house he drives me nuts and my moms house isn't any better. but if it's between spending half my check on bills and living with my dad ima have to just thug it out. not really expecting anyone to read this far but if you have then thank you and i hope your year is going fine as well
