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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
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Half an hour, and it's the day. I have suffered from depression for five years, and the 25th of September is sort of an anniversary date for me. Of course you can't have an exact date for something like depression, but a depressing event occurred on that day for me, and I like to have the date as a guideline for how long I have managed to be here.

Five years have passed. I thought I would kill myself when I was 17, I thought I'd do it when I was 18, but here I am still. It's really exhausting, but I'm just living out spite at this point.
 
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clayp

clayp

Student
Sep 24, 2020
140
Same, it will be 5 years for me in October the 5th. Dont know how long can I keep going anymore.
 
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TheSoulless

TheSoulless

I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
Jan 7, 2020
1,059
Same, it will be 5 years for me in October the 5th. Dont know how long can I keep going anymore.
I'd say "you've got this" but they're just empty words.

So, strength.
 
demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
It's about five years for me too.
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
11th April 2020 was my 6th Jumpaversary
 
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