Venting 500mg of DXM

[Droso]

Realizing that you're alive
Feels liek
You're dying.

I can't fucking breathe through my nose
I actually thought I was dying for a good couple of minutes
I was gulping on air
through my mouth
Laying on my back in this dark ass room
And no one noticed
I'm now laying up right, still dissociated out of my mind
Am I alive rn or am I dead I cannot tell anymore none of this feels real
Jesus Christ I'm never doing dxm again never drink this
I miss my ex
I was actually really really happy to die
My mind was at peace, my body was struggling to stay alive
Struggling for air

But I know that was all the drugs doing and I'm not actually dying ng I'm fine I need no medical attention dw

I can breathe now
But it really felt like I was dying
And I was so happy
Yet panicking
I'm so excited

 

[leloyon]

thought this was someone proposing to use it as a method and was about to tell em that they wont die theyll just have a wacky zany time

 

[Droso]

thought this was someone proposing to use it as a method and was about to tell em that they wont die theyll just have a wacky zany time

LMFAO I'm having a very wacky zany time I really want to be sober rn holy fuck

 

[hippiedeath]

I won't do DXM again. I take a SNRI which DXM also acts as in high doses. Two work bad together

 

[notreallybored]

LMFAO I'm having a very wacky zany time I really want to be sober rn holy fuck

ב''ה,
Not sure anything hits like it used to but, that's kinda a decently heavy mid-high probably solid third plateau kind of trip, and while I'm not sure any of us should be bothering anymore, I'd recommend proper music, probably something between The Doors and country without naming personal favorites, ambient or 2001 kind of stuff if you can avoid getting bored.

Up at that dosage I'd kind of recommend having the sense to stay in one's room as well, as around that dose is where the 'having deep conversations with the toaster' sets in and, y'know, actually trying to make toast can wait 4 hours.

 

[Notlikeforte]

Damn I miss DXM, too bad I can't seem to get a fun trip on it any more often than once every few months.