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The Blackangel

The Blackangel

Resident Sociopath
Nov 3, 2018
249
1) Do you know your 3 totems? What are they?
2) If you could press a button that would grant you $10,000,000 but someone evil somewhere in the world would die as a result, would you do it?
3) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be? Ixnay on the wishing for more wishes!!
4) What is your attitude toward animals? If you have any pets describe them. What is your ideal pet?
5) Is there ever an appropriate time to lie?
6) What is your life's goal?
7) If you could learn a dead tongue, what would you choose?
8.) How many years would you like to live?
9) What are your musical tastes?
10) Cite four motion pictures you consider your favorites, and why.
11) What are your food preferences?
12) Cite four books you consider favorites, and why.
13) What is your ideal automobile?
14) As a child, what were your favorite pastimes?
15) Of which country other than the one in which you now reside would you prefer being a resident?
16) In what type of dwelling do you live? Describe your ideal home.
17) Describe your political philosophy.
18) What is your personal definition of magic?
19) Do you feel oppressed or persecuted in any way? If so, explain.
20) Are you self-sufficient or are you most productive in a group?
21) Do you make friends easily if you so choose?
22) What is more important to you, self-satisfaction or approval from others?
23) Would you rather influence or be influenced?
24) Are there any words that you would rather cut your tongue out than say? Is there a specific reason you can think of?
25) If you could visit any planet in our solar system which would you choose and why?
26) Are there any animal breeds you think should be banned? Why?
27) Pick one animal you would bring back from extinction and explain why.
28) Describe a significant experience in your life bordering on what you would consider the paranormal or demonic, if any.
29) What forms of entertainment do you prefer?
30) Tell one of your favorite jokes.
31) Have you served in the armed forces?
32) What is one conspiracy theory you truly believe? Do you have evidence to prove it?
33) Would you rather give up your most cherished childhood toy, or something you have spent a lifetime collecting?
34) What in your opinion is your greatest accomplishment?
35) Which parent do you admire most and why?
36) What is your worst phobia?
37) If you could meet any ancient God or Goddess who would you pick, and why?
38) Do you like to travel?
39) What is something you absolutely, truly hate?
40) If you knew today was your last, what would you do?
41) Do you believe in extraterrestrial life?
42) If aliens were to publicly visit earth, and seemed friendly, how would you approach them? Cautiously, or eagerly? Why?
43) Do you wear hats? What is your favorite kind of hat?
44) What is your favorite fruit?
45) Are there any animals you truly fear? If so, why?
46) What are your thoughts on guns?
47) If you could live in any time period, past present or future, when would you choose? Why?
48) Are there any illnesses you are truly terrified of getting?
49) Do you have any talents or skills? What are they?
50) What did you think of this questionnaire?
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Totems are animals that you share your spirit with. Everyone as 3. For example my 3 are the rodent, eagle, and serpent in that order. This also includes "mythological" creatures. The serpent includes dragons. My wife's third totem is the mermaid. The totems are animals that you admire, have a special connection, or just absolutely love for no specific reason. You just connect with them. You always list them from your primary, then secondary, and last your tertiary.
 
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2) Yes, I would push the button. Would that make me evil? Perhaps. I'm not even going to try to justify that. But if their death reduces suffering, donate all the money to charity and taking my own life for being an evil person myself because of that, then the harm isn't the final outcome.

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darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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11) 🍟 crispy fries, 🍕 pizza, 🍝 pasta
 
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RiderNo.4

Member
Jan 12, 2026
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3) First wish, to be smart, so that I could make the most out of my next two wishes
 
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throwawayghm

Member
Aug 24, 2025
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9) very autistic lol alot of everything to slipknot to kino and other russian post punk but probably the most niche would be maidcore
 
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GyreOfAsh

To speak into oblivion, or concede to silence.
Feb 15, 2026
82
9) I tend to like breakbeat, UK garage, liquid bass, lofi house, abstract hip hop, stutter house, etc. The list goes on & on. My music taste is very eclectic. Here's one of my favorite songs though:
 
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ThunderBringer

Paladin
Feb 16, 2026
13
3) if I had 3 wishes I'd wish for everyone I care about including myself to be transported into a fantastical medieval world. I oftentimes find myself frustrated that I can't live in a world with swords and magic. My friends are all super into this stuff too, so it would be so amazing. I hate working but if my work is freelance dragon slaying I can definitely do that. My second wish would be that I wish to be happy. It would make everything that much easier and I wouldn't have to deal with the hassle of handling my own death. My last wish would be that any piece of clothing fits me exactly the way I want it to
 
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The Blackangel

Resident Sociopath
Nov 3, 2018
249
You're supposed to answer all 50 guys.
9) very autistic lol alot of everything to slipknot to kino and other russian post punk but probably the most niche would be maidcore
I'm autistic too.
 
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K14~♡

The night comes down like heaven
Mar 11, 2026
46
Gonna answer all this cuz I'm bored and just wanna interact more in this site as a new member :>

1) Deer, cat, bunny
2) Ofc, that's a good deal!
3) 1: Biologically turn into a pretty feminine-looking boy, 2: Be rich, 3: Have a peaceful and painless death at my chosen time
4) I never cared about animals much, tho I find them cute sometimes. I don't think I would want to have a pet
5) For your own safety and other's safety
6) None at the moment
7) Hmm I don't think I have much interest in dead languages
8.) I wanted to die at 18, but I'll be 20 this year lol
9) OPM (Filipino music), rock, progressive metal, japanese songs
10) Uhh never had interest in motion pictures
11) I like fried rice, noodles, pasta, sushi, spicy food, eggs, potatoes, pastries, dark chocolate, matcha, soy milk, etc. I prefer chinese, japanese, and italian cuisine. I avoid seafood and fruits, I especially dislike citrus fruits
12) I don't think I have a favorite at the moment...
13) No interest in automobiles
14) Watching cartoons on TV, watching stuff on YT (I was into minecraft youtubers), roblox
15) Idk, any country with better goverment that actually cares for the people
16) I wanna live on my own, in a cozy home. Maybe cottage aesthetic with some chinese or japanese elements. A traditional Filipino style house would be nice too. For my current home, welp I live in a small apartment style house with my family on the 2nd floor
17) I have no interest in this either and I don't know this topic well enough...
18) Hmm...A power that brings out a special kind of energy which makes use of nature and the world's laws? (Thinking about magic in fantasy fiction)
19) Nope
20) Not so productive in both
21) I don't think so?
22) Self-satisfaction
23) Neither
24) I don't think there's any
25) Hmm just anywhere pretty? Idk much about the view on other planets
26) Any breeds that's harmful and causes health problems, like pugs
27) Nothing in mind
28) One night in my previous home, I was going down to get water. I was hearing some whispers. I said it was annoying, then I heard a "huh??" Then it went quiet lol
29) Reading manga, gaming, chatting
30) Nothing in mind for this too...
31) Nope
32) Idk much about conspiracy theories
33) My childhood toy, because I no longer cherish that
34) Nothing...
35) Neither
36) Fear of the dark, I've had it since I was young
37) Hmm I don't think there's any I'd be interested in meeting
38) Sometimes
39) Society's standards and its requirements for living
40) Play as much as I want in my favorite game
41) I think they could exist
42) Curious, but like with any other person, I would feel shy to initiate interaction
43) I don't wear hats
44) Lol I just mentioned in a previous question that I avoid fruits ToT
45) Uhh anything dangerous I guess?
46) Should not be available for the public to own in any country. Though it's true it does make an instant death for those who wanna die...
47) Past I guess, I daydream about restarting life. Tho it's also a pain having to go through years of schoolin again
48) There's a lot to choose from...I don't want anything that would leave me unable to fully function and affect my personality, behavior, and memories
49) I can draw, that's my only skill huhu
50) Pretty long ToT And some I couldn't really answer haha, but well good to pass the time?
 
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tzon

Hesitant
Dec 27, 2025
26
1) Do you know your 3 totems†? What are they?
- No I do not know them

2) If you could press a button that would grant you $10,000,000 but someone evil somewhere in the world would die as a result, would you do it?
- Yes. Nearly two people die every second, so if one of them is an evil one when I press, the better. Plus, I get the money. It's a no-brainer.

3) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be? Ixnay on the wishing for more wishes!!
- For people to stop giving me this dumbass hypothetical scenario.

4) What is your attitude toward animals? If you have any pets describe them. What is your ideal pet?
- Got one cat who's 19 years old. Ideal pet; him and a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel (dog) ... or a polar bear.

5) Is there ever an appropriate time to lie?
- No, and this is a perfect example of it.

6) What is your life's goal?
- The finish line / goal line is death, no exceptions.

7) If you could learn a dead tongue, what would you choose?
- I'm not sure what the hell you're asking

8.) How many years would you like to live?
- 6 or 7

9) What are your musical tastes?
- Electronic. But I'm fine with nealy all genres.

10) Cite four motion pictures you consider your favorites, and why.
- Titanic because it had impressive effects. The Balir Witch Project 'cause it almmost scared me to death. American Beauty because it's beautiful. Fucking Åmål because it's true.

11) What are your food preferences?
- Italian or Chinese

12) Cite four books you consider favorites, and why.
- The dictionary

13) What is your ideal automobile?
- GMC

14) As a child, what were your favorite pastimes?
- Lego, drawing comics, computer/console games

15) Of which country other than the one in which you now reside would you prefer being a resident?
- Canada, Switzerland, Sweden or Japan

16) In what type of dwelling do you live? Describe your ideal home.
- A cozy apartment with a shelter I could dump all my shit in

17) Describe your political philosophy.
- Partial anarchy

18) What is your personal definition of magic?
- Ilusion

19) Do you feel oppressed or persecuted in any way? If so, explain.
- Nah.

20) Are you self-sufficient or are you most productive in a group?
- Self-sufficient. Other people could just ruin things.

21) Do you make friends easily if you so choose?
- Yes I could choose to do so

22) What is more important to you, self-satisfaction or approval from others?
- Self satisfaction

23) Would you rather influence or be influenced?
- Influence.

24) Are there any words that you would rather cut your tongue out than say? Is there a specific reason you can think of?
- Yes, and I won't even type them.

25) If you could visit any planet in our solar system which would you choose and why?
- Jupiter because I know my way around there.

26) Are there any animal breeds you think should be banned? Why?
- Zebras because they look like inmates.

27) Pick one animal you would bring back from extinction and explain why.
- Pandas, whenever that happens. (yea, it's a q of when, not if)

28) Describe a significant experience in your life bordering on what you would consider the paranormal or demonic, if any.
- Can't think of any

29) What forms of entertainment do you prefer?
- Comedy and Chaos

30) Tell one of your favorite jokes.
"And then what happened?" after a punchline.

31) Have you served in the armed forces?
- No

32) What is one conspiracy theory you truly believe? Do you have evidence to prove it?
- ... nah, I don't bother wasting my energy on those.

33) Would you rather give up your most cherished childhood toy, or something you have spent a lifetime collecting?
- No.

34) What in your opinion is your greatest accomplishment?
- Winning whatever I participate in. Absolutely everything.

35) Which parent do you admire most and why?
- My mom because she's my mom.

36) What is your worst phobia?
- Bugs I'm unable to identify

37) If you could meet any ancient God or Goddess who would you pick, and why?
- I have no idea - don't know of any

38) Do you like to travel?
- Yep

39) What is something you absolutely, truly hate?
- Hushing

40) If you knew today was your last, what would you do?
- Knock on my neighbors' door and just kiss her

41) Do you believe in extraterrestrial life?
- Well duh. We've gotta be pretty ignorant to think we're the only ones that exist in a universe we haven't even partly explored, we don't even know what portion of it we have

42) If aliens were to publicly visit earth, and seemed friendly, how would you approach them? Cautiously, or eagerly? Why?
- Eagerly because I'd be curious

43) Do you wear hats? What is your favorite kind of hat?
- Not unless I'm outside and it's cold.

44) What is your favorite fruit?
- Pears

45) Are there any animals you truly fear? If so, why?
- No

46) What are your thoughts on guns?
- Not neccessary & basically for cowards.

47) If you could live in any time period, past present or future, when would you choose? Why?
- The 90s cause I'm a 90s bitch

48) Are there any illnesses you are truly terrified of getting?
- Cancer or anything cause significant physical immobiility

49) Do you have any talents or skills? What are they?
- Too many to list

50) What did you think of this questionnaire?
- It's a killer.
 
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