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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
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i'm standing on my floor, and i know there's not much to "practice".
but i was just pretending to jump from a height for "fun", if you will.
or out of curiosity.
and even just thinking about jumping from a height makes me uncomfortable,
when i play pretend that i'm jumping from a building.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,846
If it was that easy I could have jumped off my balcony a long time ago and I'd be done with that. Jumping just has such a high SI that needs to be defeated. I'm sorry you have to go through this.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

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Feb 21, 2025
580
If it was that easy I could have jumped off my balcony a long time ago and I'd be done with that. Jumping just has such a high SI that needs to be defeated. I'm sorry you have to go through this.
exactly. i heard someone say just stand there with your back turned, and then fall backwards.
but that would make me think you would hurt you head on something while falling down.
it does seem easier than directly jumping. but why risk hitting your head in extreme pain?
i know it's only lasting a few seconds (if you do it from a height that guarantees instant death), but still...
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,846
exactly. i heard someone say just stand there with your back turned, and then fall backwards.
but that would make me think you would hurt you head on something while falling down.
it does seem easier than directly jumping. but why risk hitting your head in extreme pain?
i know it's only lasting a few seconds (if you do it from a height that guarantees instant death), but still...

I already feel uncomfortable if I stand backwards to the railing of my balcony even if I have no CTB intent at all.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Mage
Feb 21, 2025
580
I already feel uncomfortable if I stand backwards to the railing of my balcony even if I have no CTB intent at all.
oh ok lol. people are different with that
I already feel uncomfortable if I stand backwards to the railing of my balcony even if I have no CTB intent at all.
btw, what country are you in, if i may ask?
your username (at least the first part) looks like it could be a thai name.
just asking bc i go to thailand sometimes
 

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