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Amaterasu

Amaterasu

When It Ends
Apr 7, 2023
1,151
Were you telling the truth when you told me that you cared?
Were you telling the truth when you told me that I wasn't insignificant to you?
Were you telling the truth when you made me promise not to attempt, because it would hurt you?

But what about me?

I asked if you would go with me; you sounded excited, you didn't even know she was touring.
Yet, the response I waited for never came.
I held on to the hope until the overthinking consumed my thoughts.
"Looking for someone to come to" it read.

You were the hope that I've tried to hold on to.
You were the hope that I've lost.
 
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onceinthefuturewas

onceinthefuturewas

Member
Apr 13, 2023
71
You're not alone in this kind of feeling, I've felt it too.... Love the literature tho:hug:
 

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