0.5 g potassium nitrite

[cantthinkofusername]

i know its a bad idea to test sn or kn without following through. i just dont know if im ready to die or not . but i also dont want to be in pain anymore. i figure its better to maybe realize its a mistake and regret it after half a gram vs after a lethal dose. if its just half a gram i wont have to go to the hospital right. i know kn is less potent than sn and even for sn the lowest lethal dose recorded is 1g. so itd be like 30% of that. i weigh 115 lbs . if i change my mind and dont take the other 24.5g after itll be okay and i wont have to go to the hospital right. please advise .

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

why would anyone take poison just for fun?
the answer is probably "self harm"...
which i will never understand. i think you should just throw that shit away, whatever substance you might have.

 

[cantthinkofusername]

why would anyone take poison just for fun?
the answer is probably "self harm"...
which i will never understand. i think you should just throw that shit away, whatever substance you might have.

fuck you asshole

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

fuck you asshole

that's clever lol

 

[biboro]

why would anyone take poison just for fun?
the answer is probably "self harm"...
which i will never understand. i think you should just throw that shit away, whatever substance you might have.

You, on a suicide forum, could never understand why someone might hurt themselves on purpose?

 

[Forveleth]

DO NOT DO THIS! There is a reason for the pinned thread saying not to do this. People have died on 2g of SN. You plan to take leas than that, but that does not mean there will not be very bad consequences. If you are not sure you are ready to die, do NOT take ANY KN.

 

[quietwoods]

My question with these types of things is usually "what do you hope to accomplish by this?"

I don't really see any tangible benefit besides making yourself sick as hell by consuming 0.5g. Who knows, might even put you in the hospital.

If you have misgivings about consuming the whole dose, to the point that you are willing to make yourself extremely sick, maybe that's telling you something about your desire to CTB?

 

[cantthinkofusername]

DO NOT DO THIS! There is a reason for the pinned thread saying not to do this. People have died on 2g of SN. You plan to take leas than that, but that does not mean there will not be very bad consequences. If you are not sure you are ready to die, do NOT take ANY KN.

but how do uu knowwww ur ready 2 die iv been ready-ish for like 6 month i dont wanna keep dragging this out & living in pain

My question with these types of things is usually "what do you hope to accomplish by this?"

I don't really see any tangible benefit besides making yourself sick as hell by consuming 0.5g. Who knows, might even put you in the hospital.

If you have misgivings about consuming the whole dose, to the point that you are willing to make yourself extremely sick, maybe that's telling you something about your desire to CTB?

its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain

My question with these types of things is usually "what do you hope to accomplish by this?"

I don't really see any tangible benefit besides making yourself sick as hell by consuming 0.5g. Who knows, might even put you in the hospital.

If you have misgivings about consuming the whole dose, to the point that you are willing to make yourself extremely sick, maybe that's telling you something about your desire to CTB?

its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain

My question with these types of things is usually "what do you hope to accomplish by this?"

I don't really see any tangible benefit besides making yourself sick as hell by consuming 0.5g. Who knows, might even put you in the hospital.

If you have misgivings about consuming the whole dose, to the point that you are willing to make yourself extremely sick, maybe that's telling you something about your desire to CTB?

its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain

 

[quietwoods]

but how do uu knowwww ur ready 2 die iv been ready-ish for like 6 month i dont wanna keep dragging this out & living in pain

its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain

its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain

its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked
aka
i might not be ready to die
taking 0.5g makes things real
gives me clarity
if i regret it ill be okay then
vs. if i just go straight for full dose and regret it im fucked
vs. if i dont take any then i continue living in pain

You're simultaneously saying you are ready to go but also saying you might not be sure. This is also your second post I know of asking about a smaller dose of KN.

I'm not gonna tell you how you feel, but to me it seems like you're making a cry for help and don't actually want to CTB.

Maybe go to the recovery forum and see how you feel there?

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

You, on a suicide forum, could never understand why someone might hurt themselves on purpose?

self harm is not suicide

 

[Forveleth]

but how do uu knowwww ur ready 2 die

its like dipping my toes in the water before going swimming
maybe water is too cold
better to change mind after just getting toe wet vs getting soaked

If you are ready to die, you will not think about just dipping your toe in. You will jump in. You will not care if the water is cold.

i might not be ready to die

If you are thinking this, then you are not ready.

 

[eupdplishlp]

enduldging in risky behaviours without the fear of consequenses and not caring if those lead to ctb I can relate too. I felt the need to push the boudaries of my safety for the chances of ctb but having a sense of conrol over the matter is vital. the reasoning of a lesser dose would make me feel like I'm not actually ctb, more likly to survives and esier to over come survivl instinces.

that being said. complications of brain damage scare me

 

[rainwillneverstop]

Don't play around with KN or any substance.

Nobody knows what dosage actually will be enough, the recommendations are based on being 100% sure, taking less there's still a good chance you'll pass.

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[cantthinkofusername]

 

[cantthinkofusername]

If you are ready to die, you will not think about just dipping your toe in. You will jump in. You will not care if the water is cold.

If you are thinking this, then you are not ready.

ill ctb on thursday

 

[forgivemegod]

why would anyone take poison just for fun?
the answer is probably "self harm"...
which i will never understand. i think you should just throw that shit away, whatever substance you might have.

because people are dumb on this site

 

[biboro]

self harm is not suicide

but suicide is self harm. Squares and rectangles buddy

 

[Warriorsfan]

Kill me already!
Please listen to the people who are watching out for your best interest.

 

[Freedomm]

i know its a bad idea to test sn or kn without following through. i just dont know if im ready to die or not . but i also dont want to be in pain anymore. i figure its better to maybe realize its a mistake and regret it after half a gram vs after a lethal dose. if its just half a gram i wont have to go to the hospital right. i know kn is less potent than sn and even for sn the lowest lethal dose recorded is 1g. so itd be like 30% of that. i weigh 115 lbs . if i change my mind and dont take the other 24.5g after itll be okay and i wont have to go to the hospital right. please advise .

You have chosen too large a dose, it will lead to severe poisoning, it can end fatally. If you really want to do this, then follow the protocol, if you want to test the symptoms and sensations, then you can take 100mg. I don't understand such a strong reaction to this, because people try partial suspension and it doesn't mean they're just fooling around, it's part of the preparation.

Very cute sticker

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

but suicide is self harm. Squares and rectangles buddy

no. finally getting peace and rest upon yourself is not harm. get on